Not getting enough time to post..

Woke up at 3 with tv running and me sleeping in the couch. Had a dream where my entire head has got premature grey hair and thinning. I am wondering how did my hair all of a sudden grey and somebody offering to help me to realize how I ended here. Its more like dont live on instant gratification and waste money or time. Focus on long term stuff like that.. What is scary about old age is not old age itself. Its the feeling of regret that is going to strike you about all that you should/could have done when you were young and missed doing. I guess this dream was about being very much touch with life itself and being alive.. conscious of every day so you could grow old with content. When you realize this life is not going to last, I guess we will start to be more grateful, more useful in life :).